Thursday, March 4, 2010

Been So Long Since My Last Rant

So apparently, I'm the only one person in the universe who dedicates entire weeks to actually go through every single app and download as many and as fast as my fingers could possibly move with the help of god and his staff of angels chanting in my head for inspiration. When Jessen saw my phone, his first words were, "Wow, did you download every single application?" And, he lifted his head slowly to meet my gaze as he spoke, like he was afraid to confront the CRAZY in my eyes. I am not crazy, people! Haha excuse me for being just a tad obsessive! And this morning, I discover that Imy has had her iphone for many many months now, and has yet to discover our new era of sms emoticons!



I know riiiite!!! Well okay lets have a great Thursdoinks.

You know, sometimes in the midst of the self-loathing that heartbreak inspires, you look back and think about all those people in your life who gave you their love unconditionally; never asking you to ever change your hair or your waistline or your habits or your footwear, and you suddenly feel so amazed that there WERE such people in your life. There EXISTED whole individuals, beyond the realm of your bedtime imaginarium, who accepted you for everything that you are, flaws and all. But then you're confronted with something even more amazing; the fact that you were stupid enough to let them go.

Sigh! I must be getting old. These kinda things NEVER used to bother me. I NEED MY BOYS!

2 comments:

  1. sorry to break your bubble kiddo, but that's the modus operandi of women. we fall in love with you, but there are bits we wanna tweak. we are just schizophrenic like that hehe. -layla

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  2. haha i gotta admit, being called kiddo gives me a momentary happy-boy syndrome lol! its irrational but i suddenly feel like i'm not turning 30 haha! oh and yeah, sigh! women! i have much to learn :p

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