Arghh

So I'm completely stressed out about tomorrow's interview thingy (some magazine is interviewing me for the sim blog, its highly highly random and i have NO idea what its gonna be about because yes its a school blog, what else is there to actually say, right, for me, the concept of school blog requires no verbalisational efforts, it is pretty self-explanatory, so I'm kinda nervous that they're gonna be talking a lot about me personally, and y'all know how much I loathe and detest talking about myself hehe), even more so than my paper, for a gajillion credible reasons, believe me!

I look REALLY BAD and out of shape right now, yes even more so than before I dove into total exams-mode. I look hideous!!! I've gained a whole ton of weight although strangely my body keeps me guessing everytime, this time I can still fit comfortably in my jeans and somehow the bulk of my new weight is around my midsection? HIGHLY suspicious behavior, my fat molecules are totally unpredictable. I would NOT wanna be in the final 3 on survivor with my fat molecules.

The timing for this interview thingy is really bad, its like if there's a huge ball of fire lighting up the international skies and meteor rocks are heading towards us and we're all running and scrambling for our lives, and somehow that shade of red burning up buildings and trees in the horizon makes you wonder how it might look on your hair, and if you'd ever get a chance to get highlights of that shade given the destruction and circumstances, and if people would judge you for trying to find hair dye to try out a new look, while all around you, civilisation is rebuilding itself and I guess there might be abandoned supermarkets around where you can easily find hair dye but really, people WOULD judge you and question your priorities, and then you'd start to regret NOT dying your hair earlier on before this whole apocalypse thing ever started, and then you think of ways to maybe secretly dye your hair and just tell people, oh these highlights? I got them way before this whole alien invasion thing, yeah they look awesome, totally, but then you realise they'd see your black hair now and probably make a connection later on, and its just SUCH A MESS.

Eeeeks, okay I dunno how I got there. But my point is, this is bad timing!