Saturday, September 5, 2009

Bye

Its Saturday!!!

SO THE INTERNSHIP IS OVER. The best thing about being busy with work and diving and immersing yourself totally and completely into your job, is that you've got the perfect and most fulfilling excuse to be emotionally dead inside and to not have any semblance of a life outside of your office. And today, my empty life is staring at me right in my face and I can't look away or distract myself with any thought about work or weekdays. I now officially no longer even know the meaning of weekends (lets face it, everyday is a saturday when you're a student) and my mind is spinning like a washing machine running on full capacity with nothing inside to substantiate the electricity its gulping up.

It was pretty heartbreaking to leave the people at the office, it still is. I'm not a very balanced person, there are very visible colour-coded phases in my life where I've either thrown myself into my social life or my CCAs or my tragic romances or whatever crazy thing. These past few months, I've thrown myself into my internship and now that its over, I need to reset my focus. I'm gonna focus on my studies and reshaping my horribly neglected body!

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